4/20

Good Evening!

Tonight was an interesting night (as usual). I am finally home in my bedroom. I decided to play some brain stimulating music in my background.
Because I respect you, I will try not to hide all the things I naturally would want to.
I have a strange excitement in my heart, I feel good and blue all in the same breathe. I mean, the idea of what's gonna happen in the future looms everywhere I go. It can be exasperating, but I feel a lot better than I did before...

My mood/mind has turned. I have turned off that annoying music and now I need to recede back into my shell.
I have thoughts to think.

The night was beautiful in New York the perfect mixture of cool mist and a warm front.
I love you,

Peace!

Oh yes! what would this blog be without a shoutout to 4/2o!
Happy International Plant Lovers Day

                                                                  

interesting short thoughts of the night (april 7th 2011)

it takes work to create and maintain your own fruitation of a comfortable place to live.

Unobserved chaotic living leads to deeper dissatisfaction aka known as unwritten depression.

i am into self help because i believe so strongly in the human being.

the more time i spend alive, the more i know.

when i see people, i see minds at work, processing their enviorment and reacting as such.
i dont judge them.

"Broken column"

goodnite moon
goodnite sun.
goodnite body
goodnite strangers.
goodnite heartache
goodnight strength.
I am on my way,
drifting away.
I am in your lungs
I am in my lungs.
goodnite love
goodnite hate.
its time to take a break.
ive been drinking wine
and its late.
goodnite my soul
I understand that this is life.

                                                                   F. Kahlo


I wrote this first as an ode to the interesting and delicate night I had. This picture fit.( My favorite artist)
The words just seemed to attach itself to the title and art. (at least for me)
Love