The people.
We the people,
are fit, and present.
We are overflowing with love, and hope.
Our darkest moments are figments,
in the scheme of things.
We arise.
We are here.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
The Temptation of The Temptress
I understand that it is not my eyes that captivates you,
it is not my smile,
or the way I look at you directly when you speak,
it is not how I listen to you with intensity, that makes you want to know more about me..
its whats behind all these gestures that make you curious..
Its not the red flesh of the apple that bring your lips closer..its the sweet juiciness that is promised underneath.
The idea of you sinking your teeth into something refreshing is what brings you here..its what has you placing your head on my shoulder..
as I brush your hair..and kiss your forehead..
I am silly I know, I laugh too loudly and get depressed at a moments thought,
I go in-between fighting and being still,
I seem to calculate and let everything fall to chaos at once.
The temptation of my hour isn't what you see, its what you believe I hold for you.
Its what you believe is spoken in the unspoken..the hidden notes in our musical..
you create me as your desire,
you picture me as the juiciest creation,
and I become that...
but, it works in reverse as well..
I am tempted by how open your not..
how you pretend to be so exposed yet there is a closet in your eyes
...I must see for myself ..
I must turn the lock and let myself in..I need to be ripped apart by your secrets..so that I can lick your wounds..
That's my temptation.
I want to fall head first into your sins and sadness, into your despair, into your hopes.
The temptation of the temptress..
The temptation of woman..
it is not my smile,
or the way I look at you directly when you speak,
it is not how I listen to you with intensity, that makes you want to know more about me..
its whats behind all these gestures that make you curious..
Its not the red flesh of the apple that bring your lips closer..its the sweet juiciness that is promised underneath.
The idea of you sinking your teeth into something refreshing is what brings you here..its what has you placing your head on my shoulder..
as I brush your hair..and kiss your forehead..
I am silly I know, I laugh too loudly and get depressed at a moments thought,
I go in-between fighting and being still,
I seem to calculate and let everything fall to chaos at once.
The temptation of my hour isn't what you see, its what you believe I hold for you.
Its what you believe is spoken in the unspoken..the hidden notes in our musical..
you create me as your desire,
you picture me as the juiciest creation,
and I become that...
but, it works in reverse as well..
I am tempted by how open your not..
how you pretend to be so exposed yet there is a closet in your eyes
...I must see for myself ..
I must turn the lock and let myself in..I need to be ripped apart by your secrets..so that I can lick your wounds..
That's my temptation.
I want to fall head first into your sins and sadness, into your despair, into your hopes.
The temptation of the temptress..
The temptation of woman..
Monday, July 11, 2011
1:02am July 11 2011
Hey you.
I wanted to give you a simple basic personal blog.
No poetry (on purpose) no hidden code. Just an update on my personal life.
(This is going to be tough)
Well..Today starts my 1000th transformation, I completed my body cleanse and will be waking up at 6 am (5hrs from now) to meditate, drink tea, and go running.
I want to lose like 8to 10 lbs before i get back to New York. Oh yea, Im in Gwinnett County of GA.
I have no lovers down here and really no friends within my vicinty. And it feels good. I need this reset button. So why do i want to do this weight loss thing? because im tired of the food in America, Im tired of smoking pot and being sleepy and working and shopping and partying and doing drugs and laughing and praying and dreaming, and girls and boys...
wooosaa (lol)..im not really tired of it..i just need to restart.
"have we come to far to turn it all back around.." Bilal
So yea. Ive been getting my healthy on..my patience on..my positive thinking on..
and im bored with this blog i started it 55mins ago..and im starting to get sleepy..too many thoughts for this cyberworld.. checkout death/love if u want to see some new pieces
peace
&
goodnight
I wanted to give you a simple basic personal blog.
No poetry (on purpose) no hidden code. Just an update on my personal life.
(This is going to be tough)
Well..Today starts my 1000th transformation, I completed my body cleanse and will be waking up at 6 am (5hrs from now) to meditate, drink tea, and go running.
I want to lose like 8to 10 lbs before i get back to New York. Oh yea, Im in Gwinnett County of GA.
I have no lovers down here and really no friends within my vicinty. And it feels good. I need this reset button. So why do i want to do this weight loss thing? because im tired of the food in America, Im tired of smoking pot and being sleepy and working and shopping and partying and doing drugs and laughing and praying and dreaming, and girls and boys...
wooosaa (lol)..im not really tired of it..i just need to restart.
"have we come to far to turn it all back around.." Bilal
So yea. Ive been getting my healthy on..my patience on..my positive thinking on..
and im bored with this blog i started it 55mins ago..and im starting to get sleepy..too many thoughts for this cyberworld.. checkout death/love if u want to see some new pieces
peace
&
goodnight
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