Breathing Statue

You have been the least of my worries for sometime now.
My ailments have become much more serious.
I am a breathing statue.
Inbetween stone and life
My core once called out for your satisfaction
but now I am suspended in limbo,
a painful position for the impatient.
What are dreams when they are made of stone, and sit in my stomach like heavy rocks, making me sick.
What are dreams if they have only a moment of life in them, given and taken by the passerbys of yesterday.
Has my mother birth me to become only an ornament,
an ornament that dreams.
How terrible.
My life must produce so much more,
My prayers are in your mouth and I await for them to be spoken.
I stand here, waiting to release these dreams from my stone insides, waiting to feel the fullness of life again , waiting for you to open your mouth and say my prayers,
I am a breathing statue, and only you give me life.


*Todays words are brought to you by my feelings. I am inspired by the anxiety of my future and the lives that surround me. Romantic love is the least of my concerns today, I only desire success.  I dont want to  waste even a day of my life. You the people are my inspiration  to not give up, your prayers are my own.
I am a Breathing Statue, I only know I am alive because you look at me, because I dream, and I fear if these dreams aren't given life beyond my stone body, my world will perish.


Dream on..

Support The Artists!!!

It just dawned on me that I know an incredible amount of talented people.
"My artsy friends" are awesome! No matter their vice (acting,writing,dancing,directing,modeling, photography,music,life itself,etc) they all have this element of freedom about them! They refuse to settle for anything less than their dreams. I want to support them! Their motivation and passion, encourages me in my arts! I am going to start featuring artists from all aspects of the spectrum that I know personally!

This brings me to Chris Brook aka Brook. A hip-hop artist from my beloved hometown, BOSTON!!

He is constantly self promoting! And I've even had dreams about him doing great things with his words! (calm down lol)
This 6 foot plus brother has talent! His first single  'Man on Fire' off his new mix tape 'Remember The Fireworks' def deserves to be checked out. His voice is refreshing from that monotone sound that is gaining popularity, but it also carries a nostalgic eastcoast sound to it that the airwaves has been missing! (I'm biased! I'm an east coast chick)

Here's the single!

                                                        http://youtu.be/fybkcOrfVXI

Slept on!

Wow! I'm listening to some of my favorite music!
Yes, I am still a little ddrunk from the night before.
And yes, it's 4:24pm on Sunday.
And yes, I think my boss wants me to come in.
but,

This music is hitting on the 1000!

Here's a link to one of my favorite most slept on songs, from a slept on Album!
Enjoy.

http://youtu.be/XwMoYKJr5nI

                                               

   

Shits and Giggles

Bosh makes me laugh! i mean he really really really!
makes me laugh!
His mannerisms are so dramatic and funny.
Some are speculating as to whether or not he's gay!
I honestly dont care!
As long as he keeps those facial expressions coming!
I will love to watch him play!

So delicate!!

Hilarious!!!

noche

i def need to pay attention to my blog.

im updating at 2 30am
 my time
because i realize
i isolate myself,
 (at times, in different ways)
because the idea of another person accepting me,
or understanding me,
or at the least, trying to know me
is
very precious
and scarce.

i wonder
 if that's how we all feel.

So afraid of genuinely being accepted,
we hide.
wherever we can.

anyways,
good nite.

xoxo

eyes and heart open

There is always an incident or idea that occurs, to make you realize your eyes and heart weren't as open as you had believed..

A long time ago, when I was a little girl, my mother had become friends with a widow who had 3 children.
Later on this family became my family as well..
we all have grown up and have taken various paths in our lives,
I thought i had a clear view of the minds of my family and friends
but after watching a documentary created by one of those children (now grown man)
i see i knew nothing,


its always like that, you think you know..but knowing is such a small box to try and fit yourself into.
Today i go forth (once again) brushing off my ego, knowing i know nothing, and knowing that that is greater than anything..

love.

Scent

I get more than a few comments on how i smell.. lol
funny right?
I mean, it's never anything negative

Here are a few:
wood
insense
vanilla
oil
vanilla and coconut* britni lol
flowers
collette

It tickles me..
anyways

tonight was an interesting night, beautiful food and friends.. I'm glad I got out. I'm gonna miss my girl A.G
Listening to 'In a Sentimental Mood' ..love that melody
Im going to rest now..
Buenos Noches