noche

i def need to pay attention to my blog.

im updating at 2 30am
 my time
because i realize
i isolate myself,
 (at times, in different ways)
because the idea of another person accepting me,
or understanding me,
or at the least, trying to know me
is
very precious
and scarce.

i wonder
 if that's how we all feel.

So afraid of genuinely being accepted,
we hide.
wherever we can.

anyways,
good nite.

xoxo