a sign?

Today I looked into the Maryland sun and i fell into a much needed stillness
i felt every cell from the roots of my hair to the dry skin on my feet soak up the vitamin D of life.
and all i could say was "father" yes i associate my source with a father like figure..it comforts me..
anyways..after my moment of silence
i stretched and got up from my invented yoga position..
my friend came from inside and just looked at me,
i begin to yell at him and the sun for a sign!

"tell me what to do and ill do it!
do you want me to teach?
ill teach every student with every ounce of my heart!
do you want me to do science research?
ill become a lab expert!
do you want me to act?
ill..."
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!
a bumble bee appeared and almost ran into my friend and I..

we both fell silent..
a sign?
maybe..

we went inside after that..but a smiled played on my lips..i mean.. why not?